Elvis - A Lighted Candle

[73smile]

Yesterday was a very hard day that was full of big rocks in my path to spiritual understanding. I thought yesterday about how so often I feel as though I am just here on earth taking up precious space. I prayed for a sign to tell me if I should go or if I should stay. It is getting really hard to remain positive when all around me are dark things that seem to want to whisper "Do it!" I have asked for a sign and I hope it will be a direct sign.
In just one month it will be 3 years since our precious Robert and our sweet Irene were taken home but I miss them so very much that yesterday I was close to joining them.
I wonder if anyone who saw me or spoke to me yesterday could tell what I was thinking about.
I had thought all day about it and I was getting ready to come to ELC and read to look for inspiration to not to do it and our electrical power went out. That was about 7:00 Michigan time last night. I went to bed but I did not sleep.
Gavin and Hayden will be home on FRiday and I hope that visit picks up my spirits. It is so hard to be or sometimes to even feel like a grandma when we see the boys only once every couple of months because of the long drive.
Please pray for me for the sun to come back into my heart.
always with love,
73smile
I am still here today and I do not know why.

[MaryInTheMorning]

Oh dearest Marjorie, I am so very sorry to hear about how you are feeling right now. Believe me, I can certainly understand how hard it can be to try and stay positive when everything around you seems dark and bleak. It is in those times however that you have to try your best to remain strong in Faith and trust and know that the One above will take care of you and lovingly guide the sun to gently shine back into your loving heart again. Please know that you are never alone in spite of how you may feel at times, and that the love and prayers of your ELC family are ALWAYS with you my dear friend!!! Know that you can always call me if you ever need or want to talk about anything anytime dear angel.





For you my sweet friend ALWAYS know that no matter how troubled your waters may be, the One above will ALWAYS be there to LEAD you and GUIDE you along the way!!!

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[Rainbow Light]

Dearest Marjorie,

All my prayers and heart-felt love are with you this very moment and I'm so sorry to read so much around you seems to be so very dark! My heart goes out to you now and believes that you are still here because you are meant to be and please let Elvis and those of us in ELC shine a light in the middle of your darkness? You're a special, precious spirit to stand in the light and let us surround you with love, caring, friendship and whatever else you should need at this time!

For you my sweet friend ALWAYS know that no matter how troubled your waters may be, the One above will ALWAYS be there to LEAD you and GUIDE you along the way!!!

AMEN, dear Mari! The offer is also open from me to listen to you whenever needed and do hope today brings a visit from your precious dear grandsons!

with love and long distance big hug!, Sue