by Wanda June Hill » Sun May 14, 2006 11:19 am
Yes, the temptation was tempting and sometimes I liked to get him on the spot just to see that "shy, inhibited boy" of Glady's come out. And it was so easy to do-if you got past the macho Elvis thing he held up like a big shield at times. Catch him off guard and he must have squirmed like a kid caught doing something he shouldn't-and to get a "confession" out of him was funny as every thing. He stammered at those times...and if he didn't get angry, he'd get so young sounding too. He could turn into a dangerous man if threatened or if he had to, but deep inside he was just a big kid-and he knew it too.
I think though that is what most guys are, unless they refuse to acknowlege that part of themselves-maybe why they are so into their "toys" that's the only outlet for them. Elvis just let it come out and bubble over, playing like a kid would and often coming across as one too. Though he tried so hard to be macho and live up to what he thought people, his fans wanted from him. It still came out-and sometimes was so funny and also so sad, one never knew whether to hug him or beat him with a stick at times. I liked the kid in him, and think that was the big attraction for me, he was vunerable and child like and so open with his affections-and got stepped on a lot for being that way. I tend to mother-too much sometimes-and when I think back and read some of the transcripts, I can't help but wonder why he didn't just tell lme to shut my mouth or just refuse to talk to me. But he never did, not once- it was amazing and now it just floors me that he didn't. That was my boy, my buddy.
Bless his little boy heart, wjh.
Wanda June Hill
author of "We Remember, Elvis" & "Elvis - Face to Face"