by Blue Moon » Sat Jun 17, 2006 2:46 am
Here’s my Elvis experience which I’ve finally gotten the courage to post. Sorry it’s long, but to nutshell it wouldn’t do it justice. As it is, not sure anyone will really understand what I went through.
While I was in the middle of watching a made-for-TV Elvis movie, there is a part where Elvis is shown having a spiritual search & then ends in a forced book burning. (Keep in mind I knew almost nothing about Elvis at this time except the common knowledge stuff; I was not an avid fan then.) So during the book burning scene I asked God why He did not send someone to help Elvis. The instant I asked God this question, it was like a finger from heaven zapped me with such intense emotional pain, pain like I have never felt.
I cried straight for hours and could sleep no more than 2 hours. When I woke up the next morning, the crying started again. But it is so hard to describe because there was sharp pain it. It was like nothing I have ever felt. That same morning, I could feel the heavy presence of God upon me & what was imparted to me was that Elvis had a heart like King David in the Bible. Prior to this I knew nothing of Elvis’ spiritual nature except what little there was in the movie.
For the next week and ½ I cried half of the waking hours, even during work, so there I was crying silently, hoping no one would notice. I kept asking God why are you putting me through this, it hurt so bad. Finally, I was shown in the Spirit a rose with thorns. This rose represented love, and in order to grow I had have this rose of love implanted in my heart, but I had to take the thorns as well. And the thorns would hurt.
Over the next 2 and ½ months this pain gradually subsided, but I had many relapses along the way. Don’t know how I kept it together actually. During this time I felt compelled to read up on anything about Elvis that I could get my hands on, especially spiritually related which wasn’t much, but I read the secular stuff as well. Even if what I read was not flattering, I knew by then that Elvis had a beautiful soul. Later, I found out a lot of the negative stuff was just trash, thanks especially for the ELC web site & then the forum.
The kind of intense sorrow I went through was not due to feeling sad over the awful stuff done to Elvis. There was some of that mixed in, but mostly the pain I went thru was placed upon me. It was not depression. So who placed it upon me – God, an angel, Elvis????? To this day, I’m not sure. Maybe all three had something to do with it!
What happened to me spiritually due to this experience was that the importance of love was imparted to me. This doesn’t mean I turned into Mother Theresa. It means that I have an awareness I didn’t have before. Some of the old self died. I was 42 at the time; no coincidence I think, as that is the age of Elvis’ death.
I still don't understand it all but maybe time will tell. As I'm typing this, I'm picking up on more information which I will put in another post.
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Blue Moon on Tue Oct 31, 2006 6:35 pm, edited 4 times in total.
Laurie
It behooves one to sense God as dwelling within each of us, rather than as some distant entity, far above and seemingly beyond our reach.