and it was only a few pence just under one pound, and i was driven to choose it on ebay, it was first thing i brought .
and first day i got it , i had a credit card bill where the amount had changed due to the amount changing that they say you have to pay,
well i cried nearly all day with fear of what to do , but i got my little angel in the post and i felt i had to put it on, and i held the little figure tight in my hand and prayed for a solution to this great fear and problem.
well the next day i phoned my catalogue and asked for a loan for the amount on the card and to my surprise they accepted me
well its not perfect but its a solution i can maybe live with and after 4 years i will be clear again financialy so i guess in a roundabout way my angel came through for me.
well since then i put her on and pray to her for guidence on a problem.
and thus far always something positive happens .
and i pray to her for help too, i get something positive happen, nothing earth shattering but a little help, so i love that little angel it was only cheap but its done me good.
i put it on and prayed for my dad to be guided to another building job and next day he had a phone call , so what you think , ive got a book on cosmic ordering where they say if you ask in the right way angels help you, call me mad if you want to but im starting to believe in and kind of trust it .
i often ask elvis for guidence too, as he was and is a wise man, i try to do the best i can and try to do what i think he would be proud of me i hope in my choices ,
like you were all saying to be carefull with bad people and the dreams of people who were evil with red eyes, well in life i guess we dont have luxury of seeing if they have red eyes so we have to trust our instincts.
well someone ive spoke of in past is back in uk and he dont have red eyes or nowt , but i feel that familiar awkward feeling , uptight slightly nervous aprehensive feel has come back.
dont feel he is evil but like laurie said it dont fit well this person with me, the feelings of apprehension uncomfortable are there, and as much as ive tried i cant feel better about this person and i have tried believe me.
hope he never feels it im not into hurting feelings now matter how i mistrust someone, but i just cant truely trust him never known why i just know be carefull is the watchword and i am.
the word fake comes to mind if i think of him, oh well here i go again , should just shut up and tell myeslf if he seems ok he must be , but i cant theres something undefinable that bothers me and it wont go away no matter how hard i try , or what i tell myself
im getting boring with that i guess , have any of you ever felt that about anyone where they seemed ok but something in you says dont trust ?
perhaps i ought to wear my angel everyday maybe .
julie
