by Wanda June Hill » Sat Apr 15, 2006 7:09 pm
Elvis said if they had asked him to suck a pig's snout he would have done it to be on television... then he laughed.
He was a little put out about the tux but he did whatever he was asked to do-The Col. told him it was okay and so he did it- he didn't want to, he thought it was "demeaning and a put down" to where he was from and etc; as he often thought about things he had to do or whatever- and his insecurity about being a "hick hill billy" or something. He was ridiculed, laughed at, made to feel out of place and too, he was painfully shy he said, and it took everything he had just to walk on stage or go into a room with strangers whom he thought were better educated, had better manners, rich etc: and had made it to the top... and he'd aways go back to saying it was difficult for him to talk much, he didn't know what to say etc: and he worked on learning how to talk "properly" and how to "present himself" and what to say to certain questions and "come on's" and he snickered, saying, "Some of them were overt and sneaky and I had to learn to discern if what I heard was what they meant or just what I was hopin' they meant!" And he giggled- He never did say anything really dirty or vulgar but he did tell some stories... especially about his early days and the Hollywood "bomb-shells" and others that he met who were predators and after the young newcomers just for kicks and to say they got there first. Elvis said he had to learn who to trust and who to run like hell from quick... and he didn't like the Hollywood scene nor did he attend their parties etc: because he didn't like being put on the spot or being "showcased" like some kind of animal in the zoo. So he made his own "world" and did what he liked to do... and he said, "normal stuff, really... things regular people do-what I've always done when I could." Like touch football, motorbikes, roller skate, ski and go to the beach-Hawaii usually...but I think he did go to the Virgin Islands a time
or two. And of course he loved football games-college games, whatever. And I think he went snorkling with Priscilla and a couple of the guys with their wives... he didn't want to go into deep water but I think Pris did... Elvis wasn't a good swimmer he said, and there were things down there with big eyes and teeth and he didn't want them lookin' at him. Pris apparently did not have any fear of new and different things- Elvis was more into land games- he didn't even like to fly until he got his own plane and then he thought it was safer- but when it was sold, the report was that "they didn't know how it stayed in the air-so many things had not been taken care of-but he was charged an arm and a leg for the maintance and it wasn't being done! At any time he could have crashed- it was a flying time bomb and wasn't allowed in the air until it underwent a real detailed retrofitting! And here was Elvis and his crew flying days at a time around the country! He got ripped off so much, for so many things, just because no one really cared and he didn't pay attention to such things. His dad tried, but Elvis could have cared less most of the time. He just trusted too many people-and that was the way he was and he wasn't going to change-he never did...and was hurt when he had to face facts in those last months. He couldn't see how anyone would want to do those kind of things to another person-espeically one who had only wanted the best for them and would never intentionally hurt them. Like a kid who's best friend ended up telling all his secrets to someone else...
that was Elvis' reaction. It made me cry that he forgave them...but it was only Red West that he personally said his name and expressed that he forgave him and loved him as he had since high school days. I think Red maybe the only one of the guys that expressed true sorrow for what he did. The rest of them can rot in hell... sorry Elvis, it slipped out, couldn't help it... wjh.